Fireworks and kisses

Yesterday I was moping, hormonal, emotional, and in a whole lot of physical pain.

But gradually, over the course of today, the pain subsided and I was able to come back to my normal self.

During dinner, we decided to catch up on New Girl (we are always a week behind), which ended with a pretty awesome kiss.

Having married my best friend (who I have known since childhood)...it's those out-of-no-where, buried-your-feelings-so-deep-you-didn't-even know-you-even-felt-that-way kisses that really get me going (if you know what I mean...wink...wink)..

Thats exactly what our first kiss was like. Fireworks, music playing in my head (in the yummy warm key of D major...not even kidding, the music in my head was that vivid.  At one point, I could actually "see" the chords I was hearing).

 I am a living fairy tale...those books, those movies...that's my REAL LIFE!!!
Granted, no one actually has Vaginismus in the movies, but besides that...I live the dream!

So what can a girl who is on her period (and even if she weren't - is still in that transitioning phase of overcoming) do?

.....make out like crazy!

So we did.  I jumped my husband and put all that love into what I can offer - LOTS AND LOTS OF KISSES.

You know, there was a time when we couldn't even kiss because the emotional pain from the Vaginismus was so bad.  But we've been slowly working on it.  For the first time in 3 1/2 years...we were able to really truly make out. Without me losing focus or getting distracted by what we couldn't do.

And it was awesome.  So kiss your husbands, ladies! Keep on kissing him till you think you can't anymore and then kiss him again.  I promise it works.

Eventually you'll feel that fairy tale romance all over again!