We've been sick...yuck! The day after our make-out session, I woke up with a nasty cold. I hadn't even recovered fully from the last one yet. Then last night, he woke up with a 102 fever! Seriously...this sucks.
On a happier note, I'm coming to the end of my period. I'm hoping that both of our bugs will be gone by the time I am ready to start having sex again.
I'm feeling really positive about this cycle. I know I had a bit of a melt down a few nights ago, but the hubby and I have had some fun being playful and a little bit naughty, and I'm really hopeful that this round of practicing allows me to move to the next level.
I so badly want to feel the passion that is sexual intercourse. The intimacy and warmth is wonderful...but I want to feel that rush. I want to experience that something that makes every body so addicted to sex. Without getting my hopes up to much (don't want to put too much pressure on it), I'm really hoping that I can start to let go and give in to pleasure and passion.
Maybe now would be a good time to go read some Jane Austin novels...all that building sexual tension with no release...maybe good to build it up inside of me for my next experience. :-)
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