Ahoy! Feeling a little sea sick these days...

Well the queasiness has hit. ...and boy, does it suck!

Compared to some, I probably have it pretty mild.  But its like a constant, queasy, just the thought of food makes me want to gag that's getting old really fast. 

There's a part of me that's somewhat grateful - I read in some statistics that women who experience morning sickness are less likely to have a miscarriage by like 70% or some other giant number.  So in that case...knock on wood...I'm grateful.  But its still sucks.

I finally stopped spotting, which means I should be able to get back into the sex thing soon.  However, I think we are going to wait till after my appointment a week from Monday, just to be sure. 

So right now it just feel like a giant waiting game.  Waiting to see the doctor.  Waiting to have sex.  Waiting for the nausea to go away.  But at least these are all healthy, normal signs. 

I guess the vaginismus has prepared me for this in a way - all the patience I've learned in waiting to be able to have pain-free sex.  And then the patience I've been trying to have (not sure if its been all that successful) in waiting for the sex to be AWESOME.  I guess I'm kind of used to waiting. 

And this is definitely something worth waiting for.