So this is either the weirdest PMS I've ever had, or we are going to have the next 9 months to practice sex with no period interruptions (can't complain about that).
No spotting today. I did end up getting a little yesterday, but all old blood. Nothing like a period.
My boobs/nipples are still SUPER sore and I've actually had to wear a bigger bra the past few days. Luckily I still have my old C-cup bras from years ago when I was on birth control and had bigger boobs. The C bras are a tiny bit big, but my normal B-cups kill me with pain and are way too small (kind of a bummer since I just bought the cutest new black bra to help me feel sexy again). My veins are starting to show a little and the bumps around my nipples are a little more pronounced.
I decided to give into my baby-on-the-brain and watched Father of the Bride 2. I started crying from the very beginning when Steve Martin says "9 months ago to be exact". I was weepy the whole film. I've been weepy for a day or two now. My husband has been laughing at me (out of love) - he thinks its super cute.
I think I may give in to temptation and take a dollar store pregnancy test tonight. I can always get more for a dollar and I hear they work pretty well. I was going to wait till Friday (the hubby is going to be out of town this weekend so I don't want to test while he's gone). If I don't have any more bleeding today, I'll take a test.
Oh and I don't know if this is a symptom but I've been SUPER SUPER horny. 2 nights ago I woke up at 3:30 in the morning and almost just tried to have sex then and there. But at the same time, I'm sooooo tired at times and the sleep won over the desire to have sex. Its kind of a bummer I'm having spotting because I really want to try having sex when I actually "crave" it. I can feel attraction, but its rare that I actually feel 100% turned-on and unfortunately, its never lined up with a time when we could actually have sex. Maybe I should have picked sex over sleep the other night...that might have been my chance to start feeling pleasure. O well...maybe next time.
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