I'm having a baby!

I'm having a hard time believing its real.  But I've taken a pregnancy test each morning for the past few days. I even bought the digital ones that specifically say "pregnant" in the screen.

I'm having a baby!

I emailed my doctor on Thursday morning right after I took the first test. Her nurse scheduled my appointment for the first week of August.  I think I'll be a couple days past 7 weeks at that point.  From what I've read online, that's pretty normal.

However, I've had a little bit of brown spotting for about a week now, and even though I read that as long as its not painful and brown, its not anything to worry about...I still find myself very anxious.

Plus I'm alone all weekend because the hubby had to go out of town (planned before we got the news).

I'm planning on emailing my doctor tonight in hopes that she gets the message first thing in the morning tomorrow.  Maybe she'll want to check on me sooner.

I'm just trying to stay very calm and relaxed.  Drinking lots of water and trying not to worry.  I'll feel sooo much better once I hear my little one's heartbeat.  I don't want summer to go too fast...but that little heartbeat will be the perfect way to end the summer. 

Still doesn't feel real...