Waiting...

I'm in the two week wait. 
Not that we are trying...but we are not not trying either.

And that first successful sex - the first one in months...
Well, I'm pretty sure I was ovulating around that time.

At first I kind of forgot about that little tidbit and didn't even think about the possibility, but I started noticing that my cervical mucus wasn't going away.  Usually I get pretty dry as I get closer to my period. Then yesterday (and a little today) I not only wasn't dry...I also had a good deal of creamy white mucus - something I havent seen before.

I've been tired constantly, having lots of headaches, back pain, gas (and other such things), a little bit of crampy feelings, nauseau and dizziness.

The thing is...these are all things associated with anxiety.  Months ago when I first started getting nauseated and dizzy I though maybe I was pregnant.  But since then, these 2 types of symptoms have become a consistant part of my life. 

The only think that has me a little surprised is the cervical mucus and the combination of all these symptoms.  I've really been trying to easy my anxiety (today I went to the beach for 3 hrs) so it seems wierd that my symptoms would be increasing. At the same time, anxiety attacks are still a HUGE part of my life these days so there's really no knowing.

Although I'm not regular - based on my average cycle length I should get my period by Thursday.  But now that I think about it, I haven't had any spotting.  Usually I have a day or two before I actually start.

hmm...

I could spend money on a test...but the best thing to do is wait a few more days.

Its going to be a long couple of days.