I took a couple weeks off from work. I can't do it all. Exams, work, life...
And for these two weeks, I picked exams and a modified version of life.
By modified, I mean...minimal shopping, cleaning, cooking, laundry, etc...limited to what I need to get by. And what I need to get by is sex.
All I'm doing these days is studying like crazy and trying not to freak out. And sex is good for me - I mean, I kind of freakout about sex - but I'm learning to control that freakout. And if I can control the sex freakout, then why not the exam freakout. So yesterday I had sex for the first time in many weeks. And it was a little rough - tight to be more exact. But it was able to happen. And that gave me confidence.
If I can overcome vaginismus (even if I'm still working on getting better at it) than I can pass my exams. Or at least not totally fail them. :-P
Regardless, I'm using the skills learned from tackling vaginismus to tackle this exam.
Who would've thought a tight vagina could teach a girl so much...
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