I updated on the forum this morning, which I've copied and pasted below:
Success this morning! Not completely pain free but only a little burning/tightness. It's been so long because of UTIs and awkward early/super long periods, that it was great to have him inside of me. I just looked at him and told myself "look how much your husband loves you" and then my PC muscles relaxed and he was able to go inside. Again not perfect, but its amazing what a little positive thinking will do. Then as we were laying there my husband says "I would wait forever for you." I almost cried right there...that was probably the sweetest thing he could have ever said in that moment - and I know the next time we try, that beautiful thought will be running through my head. I love my husband!
I am so blessed in my husband and I am going all out today. I actually have the day off so I've been able to do the laundry, and run some errands. I'm going to clean the kitchen and straighten up the apartment, as well. Then I am going take care of some girly business - do my hair, put on some make-up and underneath it all...some sexy lingerie. Oh and I just got some super cute Carlos Santana boots which I'm going to wear out tonight. We're not going anywhere wild and I won't necessarily be dressed up "sexy" on the outside. But I am wearing one of those shirts with those "easy access" buttons. If I give him a sneak peak of whats underneath he won't be able to stand it all night. When we get back home...I'm planning on another success story. :-)
Wish me luck!
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